Me Whining again
Jun. 18th, 2008 02:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
binidjThe past couple of weeks have been less than good ME-wise. What I'm experiencing at the moment is rather like being permanently drunk, with all the errors in judgement and co-ordination that entails, plus the sudden sleepiness and generally disturbed rest but with none of the fun euphoric bits.
So if I've acted poorly, rudely, clumsily or thoughtlessly anywhere near you recently, I'm terribly sorry. I hate that this thing affects my brain worse han my body some days ... aside from making me look like a complete cock it's taken away something I thought I could rely on. Occasional bouts of word-blindness were nothing compared to this. It feels, sometimes, as though I'm losing myself, and that is both scary and unpleasant.
Anyway, terribly sorry if I've acted, written or spoken improperly or thoughtlessly recently ... hopefully things will improve.
So if I've acted poorly, rudely, clumsily or thoughtlessly anywhere near you recently, I'm terribly sorry. I hate that this thing affects my brain worse han my body some days ... aside from making me look like a complete cock it's taken away something I thought I could rely on. Occasional bouts of word-blindness were nothing compared to this. It feels, sometimes, as though I'm losing myself, and that is both scary and unpleasant.
Anyway, terribly sorry if I've acted, written or spoken improperly or thoughtlessly recently ... hopefully things will improve.
