binidj ([personal profile] binidj) wrote2008-06-18 02:26 pm
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Me Whining again

The past couple of weeks have been less than good ME-wise. What I'm experiencing at the moment is rather like being permanently drunk, with all the errors in judgement and co-ordination that entails, plus the sudden sleepiness and generally disturbed rest but with none of the fun euphoric bits.

So if I've acted poorly, rudely, clumsily or thoughtlessly anywhere near you recently, I'm terribly sorry. I hate that this thing affects my brain worse han my body some days ... aside from making me look like a complete cock it's taken away something I thought I could rely on. Occasional bouts of word-blindness were nothing compared to this. It feels, sometimes, as though I'm losing myself, and that is both scary and unpleasant.

Anyway, terribly sorry if I've acted, written or spoken improperly or thoughtlessly recently ... hopefully things will improve.
kathbad: (Chocolate Strawberry)

[personal profile] kathbad 2008-06-18 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
You have always been a consummate gentleman to me - hence asking you to read a chick's words!

Very sorry that this thing has been doing more nasty things to you.

[identity profile] jfs.livejournal.com 2008-06-18 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry to hear you're not feeling great at the moment, sir. Hope that improves soon.

[identity profile] november-girl.livejournal.com 2008-06-18 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
*hug*

[identity profile] amber-missy.livejournal.com 2008-06-18 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Hope you feel a bit more in control again soon. xx

[identity profile] evil-chalkie.livejournal.com 2008-06-18 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry to hear that matey. Hope you feel better soon. Don't think you have ever upset me!

[identity profile] erestania.livejournal.com 2008-06-18 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
That sounds very awful for you indeed. Love, hugs and best wishes coming your way. Hope things improve sometime soon.